Ini Zafirah Ripin

  Assalamualaikum wbt.Hai. Pejam celik, pejam celik sebulan sudah aku berkurung dalam atap Tawau ini.  Aku ok saja di sini. Aku sangat bijak dalam menghiburkan diri aku sendiri. Asalkan, makan dan minum aku tidak terputus bekalan dan data internet aku tidak kering, aku gembira saja di sini. Sebulan ini, aku macam biasa, buat hal-hal sekolah. Mengajar atas talian ini kelemahan terbesar aku dalam menempuhi cabaran bidang pendidikan dalam musim-musim pandemik ini. Masa sesi pembelajaran atas talian ini lah aku banyak merasakan diri aku ni kurang betul baktinya dalam mendidik anak-anak bangsa. Aku tidak cukup berupaya sehabis baik. Mungkin. Tidaklah juga aku nafikan, mengajar dari rumah ini agak rileks dan tawakkal aku lebih sebab anak-anak didik aku tiada depan mata. Tiada lontaran vokal dan emosi diperlukan. Sebagai cikgu baharu, ini kenikmatan bagi aku. Mengajar di sekolah bersua muka itu memenatkan. Tapi, berkesan dan puas. Sedangkan mengajar dan belajar dari rumah ini, tenang tapi men

  Assalamualaikum wbt. Hi! PKPDB really made me do this.  I’m a BTS stan. I listen to Kpop songs alot. When I said Kpop, either it’ll be Blackpink or it must be Twice or the legend BigBang ok sometimes Itzy and TXT okbai.  Oh I love IU too #WhyIamLikeThis? Kdrama?, gosh don’t mention it 그만해! ✋  Ya tahu baru seminggu elleh apa lah sangat. Tapi, keahuilah ini adalah perjuangan tau bagi orang yang minat BTS dan sepupu-sepupu Kpop yang lain. Gila betul bunyi nya kan?. This challenge was made by myself when I hitted the level of guiltiness that I felt I had enough with this entertainment. Tahap ke-kpop-an aku ni aku anggap masih belum kritikal sebenarnya. Mungkinlah. Tapi, ish kita boleh tahu diri kita sendiri kan bila kita rasa macam penatnya. Penatnya buat perkara yang sia-sia haha! But, seriously. There's one time I felt like so tired of lying to myself. I kept on saying "it's okay alaah BTS makes you happy so what's problem with that?" "Kpop musics make your l

Bismillah. Assalamualaikum wbt. Hi. I have this "My First Time..." thoughts around my head like randomly at times.  Well you know just to make my PKPDB looks productive so here I am writing about "My First Time.." in my writing nest. 1. My first time flying (by the wings of aeroplane of course):  It was in 2007, when I was 12 years old. I remember mama, bapa, Ayip and I. We went to KL at that time. My ears hurt so much because of the air pressure, (I dont know). I just knew I cried because of it LOL. My very first time on plane experience and went to KL. I remember how impressive KLCC was and how tall the buildings were like everywhere, there were buildings!. I got impressed of my cousin brought 3 bags to school like what?. My first time eating and know about Nasi Kerabu is blue? how weird was that hello?!!, also at that particular memory hahah. But, I love Nasi Kerabu now! 2. My first time having my own phone: After SPM result was announced. 2013. Mama bought me on

  Assalamualaikum wbt.  It's my day 5 in PKPDB here in Tawau.  Stuck With You by Ariana Grande ft Justin Bieber is my theme song for this PKPDB period LOL. After submitting my eRPH why not stop by here to write something?. I'm missing home so bad at the moment. I even got very emotional seeing Kak Tika's instastory updates. I listened to Mama voice and I was literally burst into tears right away.  I miss Mama, kids, kakak-kakak abang adik, home and that leads to missing Bapa too. Ya Allah, please make this feeling stronger so that I can remember to always be grateful and never take small things and time for granted. For at least, I still have family to be missed and I know I always have my family to lean on anytime I'm in need. That means I got reasons to stay sane and to keep fighting to do well in life..physically, mentally and spiritually. Mama.