Ini Zafirah Ripin

I want to settle down my BBM for my teaching tomorrow. If you wonder what is BBM is, it's Bahan Bantu Mengajar. So clear with that.  Back to the topic above. That's a phrase to comfort me or maybe anyone who is forever alone just like what I am feeling right now?. I don't have boyfriend and never know how it feels to have a boyfriend. I always wonder how it feels to have boyfriend and I always imagine how cool and awesome is that to have a boyfriend who always be there and care for you. You always have someone to lay on everything you have in mind, to have someone to talk about your day and to have someone to text when you are bored. I happen to always imagine to be in relationship is all about sweet and your heart feel full with happiness and satisfiying. I don;t know, I just imagine that. How lucky and awesome you are to have a boyfriend while how sad I am to do not have any since forever. How sad it sounds? hahah. So, that is just what I wa

Assalamualaikum and hi! It's my very 14th over 16 weeks of teaching practice! Ya ya ya tell me how times fly but yeah I really in denial how can I be this strong?, I mean how can WE be this strong?. Almost 4 months without family by our side. 4 Months to adapt with this reality. 4 months to fall in love with school and the students!. HOW CAN YOU REALLY DID THIS ZAFIRAH??! Funny, why I ask?. It's me who is facing this. Why am I asking myself?. Because I really can't believe this.  I remember how I cried almost everyday early on my practicum journey. I wrote about it on my previous posts and that was really me back then.  Now, look. Zafirah is really on her ending of the journey. Alhamdulilah, all praises only for Allah and I never can reach this if Allah does not allow me to be here T_T. I am in dilemma. I am so happy to end this LM journey but deep inside I love everything about SEBUKTI so much then how to leave everything that I love?. T