I'm in my semester 4 out of 4! Ya rabbi, almost there to finish this "Zafirah with yoUKM" master journey.
My very first class for this semester 4 was held on 14 and 15 September 2024. But my lecturer did not make the class at that time but they did it few days after (17 & 18 Septermber 2024). The clasess were held on the day and on the night which I don't mind at all, because it was in the school break week.
the table set up for my semester 4.
Will not say "pejam celik, pejam celik mahu habis sudah" nope, will not. Sebab hey kita memang rasa menderita ya meniti hari-hari menghabiskan perjalanan ini haha!
Tapi tu lah, tidak sabar betul rasanya mahu habiskan apa yang sudah dimulakan pada tahun 2023 lepas.
Macam biasa, musim cuti sekolah adalah musim menanda paper exam juga. Tuu tepi tu, kertas exam students lah tuuu.
It's so amazing to look back on my writings in this blog about the early steps on this journey. I love my memories keeping hobby so much.
I collected the journey in this blog and you can find them in #Pray4MasterSifuZafirah lable :)
Semester ini saya dan pejuang kohort 7 Sarjana Pendidikan UKM Mod Cuti Sekolah akan ambil dua kursus terakhir iaitu :
1. Penulisan Akademik 2
2. Kertas Projek 2
Dua-dua ini adalah sangat berat sebenarnya. Tapi, sama juga tiada bezanya dengan semester-semester lepas haih. Tapi setidaknya, tahu ini adalah yang terakhir dan penentuan untuk melayakkan dapat habiskan pengajian. Justeru, memang kugagahi juga demi cita-cita dan matlamat hidupku.
Kembali lagi ke era Tealive bestie ku!
Sebab suka buat kerja di Tealive sambil makan toastea dan ushar abang tearista hahah. Joke aside, tealive adalah rescuer place kalau mati karan di rumahku. Hari tu sempat masa sedang kelas elektrik mati. Boleh saja minta excuse untuk tidak dapat join kelas, but your girl here sangat mudah rasa bersalah dan tidak mahu menanggung rasa rugi bayar mahal-mahal untuk sambung belajar, malah kelas tidak hadir??? "Ruuuugi!!" satu suara dibenak fikiranku masa mahu give up everytime internet connection tidak memberi kerjasama haha!
Here's my desktop wallpaper right now. Supaya bagi semangat lebih sikit dan bagitahu orang yang kita sudah mahu habis study yeah!
managed to buy a new car. ok a toy car but it's not your regular toy car, it is a computer mouse!
Function 10/10
Cuteness 1000000/10 !
Saya sangat mengenali diri sendiri akan terus berlengah, membuang masa dan akan mengelak untuk menghadapi tanggungjawab yang dipikul. Sampaikan aku rasa aku ada masalah untuk "confront things". I'm not sure if that can be called "problems", but I have that issue in me. Confronting things, scares me.
Thus, I'm well known what has to be done, need to be done. So, langkah diorak dengan keterpaksaan tetap diusahakan walau dengan sekecil-kecil progress.
Since I'm well awared about how scared I can be in confronting my reality, so here's my "Fears to Fearless" list that I made to make sure I keep on track about my responsibilities.
Ya ya I know, the first two in the list doesn't have anything to do with my studies. But trust me, as long as I don't kill them and pull them out from the "fears box", I can't move forward peacefully in finishing my other tasks in the list.
So I made to track my progress by transfering anything from the "fears box" to the "fearless box" from time to time. In shaa Allah.
*Context of "Slowly, I'm Scary :
Saja lah letak di blog dan sedia di-judge "boooo this kid so pemalas, rph pun tidak siap?", "how can this kid pursue study when her work ke laut also?", "freak!".
Saya mengakuinya, kesilapan dan keculasan menyiapkan tugasan hakiki saya dalam membuat RPH on time. Maafkan saya, saya sedang bertarung dengan diri sendiri untuk memperbetulkan keadaan dan menjadi seorang guru dan pelajar yang lebih baik daripada ini.
So, if there's anything grand progress I'll update the list, may be in the next blog posts.
So for that,
of me embracing my final semester hihi.
Thank you for reading,
please send help (read: supports) and du'a for me and my friends ok?
Assalamu'alaikum :D kecil-kecil dulu masa mula-mula belajar membaca kita kena kenal huru f dulu kan? seperti ; A untuk Ayam B untuk Bola C untuk Cawa n dan seterusnya.... atau pun ; A stands for Apple B stands for Ball C s tands for Crocodile .......... Siap nyanyi ABC 's song with Barney and friends la gi kan? photo by google ettt.. lagu untuk hur uf hijahiyyah pun tidak ketinggalan untuk memudahkan kita untuk belajar membaca tulisan jawi seperti lagu " Alif Ba Ta" versi kumpulan ALIF photo by google selain daripada kumpulan Alif tu tadi ada banyak lagi lagu "alif ba ta" yang dinyanyikan dengan rentak dan lagu yang berlainan untuk menarik per hatian kanak-kanak supaya mereka seronok mengenali dan belajar huruf-huru f hija hiyya h. Tapi, bukan lah it u mesej yang cuba disampaikan melalui penulisan ini. Apa yang cuba saya ketengahkan ialah, lag u A is for ALLAH ...
Assalamu'alaikum! hai! amboi tajuk bukan main panjang haha. Ni mahu ceritalah pengalaman aku temuduga atau interview atau kalau malas taip orang tulis 'iv' jaa masa 14 Jun 2015(Ahad) di Universiti Malaysia Sabah atau UMS. Detail okay maklumat masa dan tempat, excited letteww. Hebahan untuk check siapa yang dapat temuduga tu 9 Jun (Rabu). Memang kelam kabut aku dibuatnya untuk buat persediaan, sudahla orang jenis yang belum pernah pegi mana mana temuduga. Itu first time la tu. Habis blog-blog orang aku geledah baca pengalaman, jenis soalan lah bagai masa temuduga. Temuduga kami mula jam 8.30 am. Aku dibawa bertolak oleh kakak aku yang drive bersama mama pun turut serta dalam jam 6.30am . Malam temuduga tu, aku siap siap iron baju, tudung, standby kerongsang segala pin, kasut letak tempat yang mudah dicapai. Malam tu juga aku sibuk la tanya kawan-kawan aku minta tips la, minta kirim doa la, bagi kata2 semangatlah sebab memang rasa cuak tu mula men...
Assalamualaikum wbt. Hey. Alhamdulillah, bertemu lagi kita dalam rancangan, umur berapa tueee???. So here's my blog tradition everytime I'm reaching my birthday. I just want to see how I'm growing throughout the years by answering the same questions since 2021. It's entering my 5th year doing this and I am glad I started doing it at the 1st place. So ladies and gentlement, I present to you... Black=2021 2022: 2023 : 2024 : 2025 : Questions: 1. What are you wearing? = A pink t-shirt (it's Kak Tika's btw haha) + tracksuits + a black shawl which I am not wearing it properly. heh. = Jubah in maroon. 2022: Baju muslimah maroon, shawl pink dan seluar hitam. 2023: Baju kurung in purple-maroon-ish with nudes colour as the details + tudung colour pink belacan. 2024 : Purple baju kurung, pink shawl and a pair of sneakers. 2025: Baju kurung putih petak-petak, tudung purple. 2. Ever been in love? = I think, yes. But oh maybe no. Does BTS counts? haha. = I think yes a...
Alhamdulillah, Still breath fine in this 2017. Just a little update about myself. I am in my second year degree. Semester 4. Yea, I know. It's long way to go. I always frustrated myself by thinking of how long the path to take to finish this journey. So, I cure it by stop thinking about how many steps I have to get through. I'm going to face everything that in front of me. No matter what. That is how I'm going to face my 2017. No new year new me resolution. I just want to keep being nice and positive. I just want my brave 2016 stays with me. Yet it can help me to be even nicer and braver for this 2017. Whatever resolutions and dreams you and I have in the bucket list for this year, let's take it into action! That's what really matter.
Bismillah and Assalamualaikum wbt. 2017 was awesome. I did amazing things in 2017. 2017 was me in semester 4 and semester 5 which when I recall everything, there were millions of laugh and smiles to be counted. Impossible to list the amazing things I did in my 2017 yet I don’t think I can remember them all since the smallest things that happened around me was some kind amazing to me. 2017 was my third year without Bapa. November for every year is not my favourite month. I always like want to turn back time and everthing ever happened was screening freshly on my head. Looking of what I’ve gone through is making me feels like how strong I really can be in future. I accepted everything. Redha. I love it when memories popping up, I love it when I dream about bapa in my sleep. The event felt so real. I love the feeling when I miss bapa. May we meet in Jannah pak, amiin. 2017, I tried to feel like I’m in love with a person. Yes, tried. Hahaha my friends would laugh hard ...
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