Current expression and emotion.

-






All the thing I want to do is,







being at home!







that's all, thank you.


Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Laptop rosak.

-
Assalamualaikum dan hai :) Percubaan satu dua dan tiga. Laptop aku rosak. I lost everything I have in this laptop. Gambar-gambar masa sekolah menengah form 5 dulu. Paling sayang gambar-gambar form 6. Gambar batch aku pun masa masuk U ni. Gambar-gambar cuti awesome aku. Gambar family aku. Segala folder assignments aku 3 semester lepas. Maktabah syamela. Segala movie dan Kdramas aku. Aku belum habis tengok Doctors, sampai episode 15. Banyak aku minta drama korea dari kawan-kawan aku. DOTS pun aku belum tengok. Semua yang ada dalam laptop ini habis semua licin. Laptop aku sekarang macam baby baru lahir. Memang sedih hilang semua tu, tapi apa sahaja aku boleh buat?. Nothing. Aku kena let go semua dan mesti percaya mesti ada hikmah. Mesti ada. Aku dalam fasa belajar untuk mula hidup baru bersama laptop yang mempunyai perisian yang serba baru. Dulu windows 7, sekarang windows 10. Dulu Microsoft 2010, sekarang Microsoft 2016. Dulu banyak folder-folder yang tidak pent...
Read more

Malas belajar?, fikir semula.

-
Image
Assalamualaikum wbt. Manusia paling selalu dibelenggu kemalasan itu aku. Walaupun aku tahu banyak tugasan aku belum siap, tapi kalau aku malas, habuk pun tidak terusik. Satu hari, nampak post Ruby di facebook dan post tersebut berbunyi... Tersentap.  Hey, aku belajar bukan untuk diri aku sendiri sebenarnya. Aku bukan untuk sekadar memenuhi impian aku seorang. Aku bukan perlu belajar untuk kepentingan aku seorang. Aku bukan di sini untuk sekadar memenuhi syarat untuk mendapat pekerjaan aku seorang. Aku bukan di sini untuk bermalasan. Ada hati yang penuh mengharap. Ada masa depan yang menanti. Ada jiwa yang perlu aku hadirkan rasa bangga. Ada insan yang memerlukan bakti. Ada sebab kenapa aku di sini. Kuatlah diri mencantas malas. Kuatlah jiwa untuk teguh dengan perjuangan. Kuatlah semangat untuk cekal menjadi yang terbaik dalam menyumbang bakti. Untuk keluarga, masyarakat, negara dan agama. Allahu Akbar!
Read more

Level 4 over 4 #Pray4MasterSifuZafirah

-
Image
  Bismillah. Assalamualaikum wbt. Hi! I'm in my semester 4 out of 4! Ya rabbi, almost there to finish this "Zafirah with yoUKM" master journey. My very first class for this semester 4 was held on 14 and 15 September 2024. But my lecturer did not make the class at that time but they did it few days after (17 & 18 Septermber 2024). The clasess were held on the day and on the night which I don't mind at all, because it was in the school break week. the table set up for my semester 4. Will  not say "pejam celik, pejam celik mahu habis sudah" nope, will not. Sebab hey kita memang rasa menderita ya meniti hari-hari menghabiskan perjalanan ini haha! Tapi tu lah, tidak sabar betul rasanya mahu habiskan apa yang sudah dimulakan pada tahun 2023 lepas. Macam biasa, musim cuti sekolah adalah musim menanda paper exam juga. Tuu tepi tu, kertas exam students lah tuuu. It's so amazing to look back on my writings in this blog about the early steps on this journey. I ...
Read more

Adulting 2.0

-
Assalamualaikum wbt, hi. I am in the midst of hectic  log in here, log in there, update this and update there, fill in this and fill in there, key in this and key in there. And everything is needed to be done by this week. I can't log in my SAPS after I just did it beautifully but unsuccess again ugh! I am half going crazy in a bit just you'll see! Sabar Zafirah, zabaaaaar! This will pass, breathe in - breathe through and breathe out! So, I am stealing some time to pour out my thought about what currently been in my head. About, adulting. To see my sosmed feeds were flooded with wedding photos of my uni friends to start with. Sigh, while I am here eating pizza hut with my laptop alone #sorryzafirah :') My close friends are not single anymore. Which means, they'll get marry anytime soon too!. I am so happy to know one of my best friends will tie the knot very very soon! I am one of the happiest! It's just. Am I losing friends by knowing they're now have their tru...
Read more

Kuat Sedekad.

-
Image
 Bismillah. Assalamualaikum wbt. Hai. Sepuluh tahun sudah hidup kami tanpa bapa. Ke mana masa-masa itu berlalu?, seakan tidak percaya sedekad sudah hati ini menanggung rindu yang tidak bertepian. I lost bapa when I was just 19. And I remember it all too well about the details of how I received the news of losing bapa a decade ago. If you ask, I can picture them frame by frame for you. Everything is playing on my mind reel so real. The thing about missing someone you can't see anymore in this world is, you don't want the feeling to vanish. I don't know how to tell, but missing bapa is a feeling that I don't want it to disappear. Yes, sometimes it takes a bucket of tears to deal with it, and that's sweet I might say. Pelik kan?. Sebab, bila rindu tu akan rasa macam aaa I remember bapa and I miss him extra today so gotta pray extra for bapa today wee~ Tu kita tidak cakap lagi pasal bila dapat mimpi bapa, you wake up from the dream with your pillow wet from crying but, ...
Read more