Ini Zafirah Ripin

Assalamualaikum wbt.  Past few weeks I've been over thinking things which made me so tired mentally and emotionally. I felt useless, felt uneasy, felt slow, felt incompetent, felt like people hate and talk bad about me and seriously, I felt like sh*t. I even envy people by just sitting happily eating lunch with their friends! Astaghfirullah T_T I felt like, life is so hard. I cried. I was not happy.  There where I rechecked and scanned through what was wrong with me. And, it's definitely the answer. As I believe, if life feels hard and whenever I feel not happy and whining over life... it's always for one this reason,  I kept my disctance from Al Quran and too little in remembering Allah all this while.  So in that sorrowful night, I opened my Quran and read a page where my bookmark was marked on. I read the translation then.... I googled translate my tafseer, and literally I cried after. I remember, the sorrow night was shifted to something feels so good...

Assalamualaikum wbt and hi everyoneeee! Kita raya 02 Mei 2022 kan hari tu? Sampai sekarang masih terkejut haha! Ingat betul aku malam raya tekejut tempoh hari, tikar masih bergulung, cat masih bawah tangga, ayam daging belum sampai, rumah tunggang langgang dan dengan tiba-tibanya esok raya! HAHAHAH! Tapi best eh ingat balik, kekelamkabutan itu menjadikannya lucu dan bermakna, esoknya buat chill buat cool, raya pertama adalah raya rehearsal kata kakakku yang menenangkan kekelamkabutan kami malam raya terkejut itu/ Anyhow, jom lah tengok gambar-gambar raya saya bersama keluarga dan rakan taulan di Kota Belud, Sabah. Yes, perlu dinyatakan sebab aku ada rakan-rakan dan keluarga (baca: sekolah) di Tawau, jadi itu lain entri lagi lah okei. Sebelum kita berhari raya, keluarga sekolahku ada buat iftar Jama'i dan inilah kami... Adore betul dengan camera Fujifilm Kak Andi, masuk wishlist terus :') Zafirah and Madihah. Blog sendiri, jadi haruslah letak gambar sendiri j...