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Been in deep thought of my feelings. It comes naturally and eventually as they said. It's risky to get involved. Hate it but guess I need it? Is it really okay? Is it confirmed? Is it me? Is it you? Is it might someone behind me, that  I don't know? Who knows? It's like shuffling puzzle pieces while I'm in the middle of trying to sort things out, and to make it clear and sure. Been in deep thought of what are we. It takes me times,  It takes you times, It takes us times. Take the whole times we need. While ones should remember,  times might bring something... hurtful. So for now, 우리 사랑하지 말아요.

Assalamualaikum wbt. Hi.  I will be back to Tawau this coming Saturday. I believe I am so ready to be back. It is just typical of me being unstable emotion few days before the day and let's just call it as far-away-from-home-soon syndrome. I've been facing the reality of being far from home like for years since highschool then to uni then up until now I am working far far far away from home. It's just typical me swallowing the reality with sorrows and tears.  I should be used to it since I was and still is living far from home. And here I am, fighting with my own thoughts. The distance really hates me to be close by my Mom's eyes. Such a jealousy! Amazingly, how bad the syndrome can be, I still can manage to collect my energy and courage to pack my things and being totally rational even my heart is screaming to make me stop and stay. Like I said, at this time my mind is really functioning well lol. The truth is, it is not that I hate what I am doing, what work I am resp...

Assalamualaikum wbt hi my blog reader(s) (which is me, since I am the only big fan of my own blog muahahaha!) and Dayang, are you reading? hihi. Just come here to reminiscing some beautiful memories which I think I haven't post them anywhere around the internet yet. So, here you go blog, please help me to keep them for me in the future k?. Meet my Abang Yasser. My favourite big brother. Yes of course, he is the only big brother I have. So got no choices hahaha. Nope, I truly meant it, Abang Yasser is the best brother that I ever asked for. in the whole world. He is not perfect but he has such a beautful heart and very very hard working man. Gotta find a man with such attitude and character. I believe Abang already gave me his best being a good brother. My abang Yasser like years years years ago. He's smaller here than now if you know what I meant? hihi. Next, my SEMEKAR friends. I really really enjoyed my SEMEKAR life on 2013-2014. I met amazing friends and we created lots of b...